xgirlrazorx

Not much of interest is happening, pour le moment. I'm just sitting here reflecting on the rat race and how we run run run straight to our deaths... We all try to conserve our health in fear of the inevitable. We care for ourselves more directly as individuals and seperate segratory categories than we do as a race, a human race. We are selfish in the sense that we see it as our place to dominate all at the cost of others, and indeed our planet and moreover our galaxy. My views are more than likely held because of my political and social views. You could say the cynisism is a let-down from the fact we cannot have our idealogic world. But I'

I went back today. I was reluctant. I felt vague; the tiredness had got to me. I got that light headed feeling. I felt so vacant. The first part of the day was filled with severe outbursts of violence. I have a deep hate brooding inside of me. It's not aimed at anyone in particular, but it's there and it's growing. To be honest, it feels like an old friend. The latter part of the day was shallow and mellow. I couldn't be bothered with any of it. I did not want to be there surrounded by the same shit on a different day. The same incident with a different person with a more perculiar story. The same petty propaganda from the same people and t